I have to put something down. I burned through the booze I have to celebrate. “WHY? because I gotta” #TheMask… I feel like i have to feed a hunger inside myself. Intellectually maybe?… Im just trying to flow with what comes into my head. Im happy in my incarceration because Im working towards something but there is also peace in this isolation. The booze definitely told me something about myself tonight in my desire to reach out to others especially because today is a day of merriment. Even the Kurds wore leprechaun outfits and I could see their smiles. its cool to celebrate even if they haven’t the foggiest what about. Its the idea of slipping into character wearing a mask to allow something inside you to see the light of day because regardless of wether or not you want to admit it its still apart of you. Thats why I love kids they haven’t the filter to hide behind a perceived image. In my world today my son is my greatest teacher. In his innocence I see myself but in a pure innocent, loving form who hasn’t been corrupted by life and the shitty people who are abound. Thats one of the reason why I love being outrageous just to make them feel uncomfortable because I know something inside them wants to come out and play BUTT (and that a big BUTT) they are fucking cowards. Live life like no one is watching even if it mean imbibing in what “god created to keep the Irish from Ruining the world.” #Whiskey